I was born on the 13th of July, 1977 in Vilnius. In Lithuania the part of past of the Soviet Union. My childhood passed quickly and brightly. I was the last generation of pioneer (young performers of Lenin’ ideas). My parents were the frequent visitors in the school due to my bad behavior. Life was my teacher in all its wide meanings.
Being teenager in sixteen I entered adult life and was earning money for myself. Actually this was conditioned by two things: first were relations with my parents and second - I had a strong dream of own independance and freedom. When the possibility came I cought it. the country “borned” and formed opportunities for private business. My start was to sell books, cathalogues and magazines. I opened the sales points and provided stores with the products. That was my first acquitance with books and business. These two life realia – business and books made a serious impact of my future life.
I was developing in business. Business activities were changing, the turnovers were increasing, business partners and countries i worked in had changed. My spheres of business intrest was transport wood and real estate. I was looking for posibilities everywhere and run after each new idea.Life was still my teacher and I wanted more and more from it.
I was runing through the life, catching everything that increased my speed. The goals were changing and new people had always sorrounded me. Sometimes it seemed difficult to understand my real and true wishes. In 2004 I entered the Bible School with hope to find the true meaning of life and the meaning of my running. At school I had revelation. I have deep gratitute to God for my life and found the meaning of my life in serving God. I wanted to do something what would be important for Him. And the most important is human. That is whay I wanted to help people. Not to solve their problems, but to help and teach them to manage the dificulties and create the better life on their own. I believed that everybody creates his fortune by himself and I wanted to learn it and to help to learn the others.
I discover a new sphere for myself. I started to organize clubs, trainings, lectures. I learned about coaching and were dveloping in it actively. I was developing and became famous, all around started to listen to me. Lost of life sense and runing were still with me. I started to search for a meaning and the reasons of my activities. The speed is high, but do i really need all this? Then I entered the Institute of Humanistic and Existential Psychotherapy. Where I found deep knowledge about the most important things or me. I found some answers, simaltenoisly getting more questions. Now my clients, books and life was my Teacher. I learned to ask myself the most important questions and to look for the answers in my own life.
This way and searches brought me to this movie. It is a refletion of what I am now. I am creating and searching for the meaning. And every day is a new search and a new creation. I suppose that every day the subject of the movie repeats inside me. Every day i am not sure if i would find the answers to the questions that are important to me. But I enjoy this search. There is a feeling that I live hosnestly, consciously and valuable/ valuably.